She had entered the springs with the intent of easing a few mental thoughts off, as well as getting enough chakra from resting to heal herself but mostly mental thoughts. Entering the female signed doors and out coming on the other side with a few towels and the intent to just soak alone. With that she barely touched the warmed waters before sinking in. Swimming her way to the very back, although the back part was open to both genders, many males never tend to come in but rather look from the outside in. Such a brutish act that was, so vulgar to watch a woman for what one hides beneath clothing when in reality that shouldn't be their goal. She shook her head of the thought sitting the extra towels upon the back shoreline, turning her back out, practically hugging the wall of the waterline, as her arms laid on the shoreline with her head resting upon them.
It wasn't too long that she sighed out of breath and began her mumbling to herself. "Why am I so weak?" She looked at her left hand where a cut mark was and slammed it into the waters making a splash from her anger and she pulled it back to place. "Just because I learn medical jutsu, just because I am a girl, just because I am young...all these just because but never there is!" She didn't bother to hold her hair into a towel since it was still short. However the water here was colder, much colder. She would go to the warmer areas but she didn't want to be in contact with anyone. Let alone become spied on like the rest as per usual. She was young, that was true and her face showed that. But her age and body showed maturity, she was now 15 with her birthday being passed on by and she was nearing the exams.
Becoming a chuunin, it seemed like a dream and a horror all wrapped up in one big dilemma. She'd be more mature and more able, however the prices could bring to her life or others, even her own family. "Should I even join? I mean, whats the point...I can't even do anything without someone trying to hold my hand for me!" She said thinking on the exams coming up. "I mean, I learned everything I needed before the Academy years, I was just sitting in class, hearing the same things I already knew...what if it's just the same thing this time. There's no challenge to what you already know!" She mumbled to herself she decided to get out and just sit on the sideline, dangling her feet into the pool and grasping a towel around herself to keep from the cold.
WC: 461
It wasn't too long that she sighed out of breath and began her mumbling to herself. "Why am I so weak?" She looked at her left hand where a cut mark was and slammed it into the waters making a splash from her anger and she pulled it back to place. "Just because I learn medical jutsu, just because I am a girl, just because I am young...all these just because but never there is!" She didn't bother to hold her hair into a towel since it was still short. However the water here was colder, much colder. She would go to the warmer areas but she didn't want to be in contact with anyone. Let alone become spied on like the rest as per usual. She was young, that was true and her face showed that. But her age and body showed maturity, she was now 15 with her birthday being passed on by and she was nearing the exams.
Becoming a chuunin, it seemed like a dream and a horror all wrapped up in one big dilemma. She'd be more mature and more able, however the prices could bring to her life or others, even her own family. "Should I even join? I mean, whats the point...I can't even do anything without someone trying to hold my hand for me!" She said thinking on the exams coming up. "I mean, I learned everything I needed before the Academy years, I was just sitting in class, hearing the same things I already knew...what if it's just the same thing this time. There's no challenge to what you already know!" She mumbled to herself she decided to get out and just sit on the sideline, dangling her feet into the pool and grasping a towel around herself to keep from the cold.
WC: 461